Hand me some o' that good ol' inspiration

oh wait, I've already found it. In fact, I'm merrily swimming in it's overflowing placenta

After 5 years at a second rate university, 5 million and ten job/internships to flower my resume with, and 5 hours of unending research I've finally realized what I've been waiting for.

Book publishing. So simple. Combines the marketing/publicity skills I've gained as well as the editorial opportunity I need and have amateur experience with..surrounding myself with the written word 24/7, and being put in a position of a book entrepreneur..my life would be, dare I say it, satisfying..

I can see it now..Figured out Christina pitted against my current ever-so-lost, in the career sense of the phrase, self...How full circle would that be, realizing that every mishap and blunder in my SD life was to ultimately lead me into something greater. Guess my hopeless romantic self is still there, but clinging to a frappucino and laptop rather than current boy-toy's hand..

Problem? there's too much shit to apply for now. From internships to associates programs, grad schools to continuing study programs. My skin is thick, and by golly I'm ready for an onslaught of rejection. But somehow, with some twist of fate, I hope next new years is celebrated with Pinot Noir and Dick Clark in my new york studio...

PS: congrats to jayden for being a TA. He deserves something good in life, and I can't wait to pretend to be his TA pet..ahhaha

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See: How I Met Your Mother, Season 1
Hear: Anything by Psapp or The Blow
Read: Confederacy of Dunces, John Kennedy Toole
Play: Bizarre Love Triangle, remake by Frentel