Rollebon

I found you in Sartre today-

"I could imagine him so well if I let myself go: beneath his brilliant irony which made so many victims, he was simple, almost naive. He thinks little, but at all times, by a profound intuition, he does exactly what should be done. His rascality is candid, spontaneous, generous, as sincere as his love of virtue. And when he betrays his benefactors and friends, he turns back gravely to the events, and draws a moral from them. He never thought he had the slightest right over others, any more than others over him: he considered as unjustified and gratuitous the gifts life gave him. He attached himself strongly to everything but detaches himself easily." -Nausea

It's march. again





encore!

"Everyone else is an adventure for a moment. You were a neverending adventure. We were bonnie and clyde, we were tom and huck, we WERE! we didn't conform. we didn't get what the fucking norm was. we were cocky son of a bitches but we were together on every wavelength. Your existence made me realize THIS is LIFE and I am a living, feeling, vibrant entity. I know I did the same for you, don't you dare say I didn't because you're scared.

I'm coal now. You're constantly drugged up. This is not natural or organic. It's hideous, and we can change it can't we. I know you miss the innocence because me and you are same. I know you're bored of her, tell me you're bored of her. There's no goddamn way she'll interest you as much as our fucked up moment was.

I want the game, nobody plays the game anymore. Everyone is so content with being bored and boring and stupid and old. I want to fuck formality, pierce professional, and just be a child. A child in love. A child with an energy that lights up the world. That's excited to run and jump, make a friend and give them everything in a heartbeat. Not be afraid of what that friend's baggage is or how many people that friend has slept with before befriending them. All that matters when you're a kid is if the friend can run as fast as you and if they like playing your games. I loved playing your games. we loved eachothers games, and I have faith they can still exist.

You make my mind run. You leave me mentally breathless. stop"