phase game

I don't want to play it anymore. I'm fully conscious that I meet new people, get wholly re-energized by their fresh presence, completely immerse myself in their world, and then get over it in a month. I don't know if it's college, or just my nature, but I'm starting to see it's flaws. I think it's high time for change.

My mind's been toying with the idea that it could be the absence of my ex. Which is unlikely, but an easy fall back.

Anyway, I'm excited about my classes this quarter. Completely free Tues/Thurs. Definitely doing a museum day Tuesday deal, and probably do the beach, a lot. Granted, I do Rimac, a lot, beforehand.

oh random memory. Yesterday I had a 2 hour talk with my boss about salvia and acid. It was surreal because the guy's 40, and he was talking about how social circles in his age group speak of how spiritual salvia can be. Apparently he went to some liberal arts college in florida and has continued on his path of open minded exploration. He hates that his wife's a debbie downer, and so suffocates himself in a workaholic's fantasy of driving back and forth from SD to LA working on a bajillion or so projects. It's kind of awesome how you can have a really good conversation with anyone, regardless of age race socioeconomic class etc, and how you'll never see it coming. At the end he jeered "See you on Tuesday, maybe we can do some salvia" Ha! people oh people