why are

old school nick classics (gullah gullah island, rugrats, etc) so damn friggen comforting.

i dont get how some people are so repressed when i wear myself on my sleeve. sort of

i'm just excited to get on wid it. life will be SD next year, LA the year after that, and NY for god knows how long...i know it's fiscally unrealistic, and i know i'm idealistic, but fuck it man. I don't get myself, and don't plan on it anytime soon. Life's more interesting like that

ricsie said something that hit me full on this morning. when something works, it clicks. like straight up undeniable click, which doesn't suppress or deny itself. I think I've submitted a lot to shit that doesn't click as inevitably as other things do.. but what if you're the kind of person that's just too aware, so nothing, ever, "clicks"

well hell

would you rather be 5 or 25? I contemplate this quite regularly.

I was reading someone's xanga the other day (when i read someone's xanga. i read all their xanga) and was noticing how great a writer they were, but only when they talked about their boy. It's cute to be negative and hateful, but when she was loving and hopeful, it was worth reading

So ADD. I think if anything, it's self imposed, and it's for the sake of pure boredom. yea huh. I only pretend to have no concentration, because if i did, i'd be bored out of my wits. sorta

I hate how college..does things. how friends ditch you for relationships, how you can't do the family thing because of what your people would think, how everything is quite mercurial, how now brown cow